Sunday, April 11, 2010

New Job..

So i started my new job a couple days ago and I do have to say it was one of the scariest moments ever! If you don't already I know I work at ihop and I have for 3 years now and i have been ready to start something new for a long time but have been scared.. change is scary you know? Well I did it! Meet the newest "Seafood Expert Cleaner" to grace the building of Red Lobster. It's different I will say that, but it is new and I think I really like it and it will be a great source of income and will be good help for my sanity cause ihop people are INSANE!! On a different note I had a scare recently, I thought I was going to loose the most important woman in my life and things are still uncertain but for now my family is safe a secure.. that's all that matters right?

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Learning: Don't take things for granted!

so! In the past couple weeks or month or so I have learned a lot..
like 1- second chances are actually like one millionth chances and I shouldn't give them to certain people. example: not given. 2- I have been a little off track on my ways of thinking and after much thought and pondering I am in a much better state of mind. 3- I need to start writing again.. it helps me get things out that I can't do verbally. 4- I DO have friends and family that love me and I need to start opening up and letting them in. 5- Loosing is OK... Crying is OK... being upset, yeah that's OK too. 6- Theatre is my passion, before I just thought it was, now I know. You know I may not be the best at it but my hunger for success is fuelled by my passion and that is something a lot of people lack. I love my family and friends. I have been blessed in the oddest of ways. Sometimes it takes a while to notice the little blessings God gives us everyday like; a home, loving mother and sisters, a job, an amazing theatre teacher who goes the extra mile everyday for us, an amazing best friend, cloths on my back and many many many more. Don't take the little things for granted.
Till next time,
Tay