chip on my shoulder..

"There's a chip on my shoulder
And it's big as a boulder
With the chance I've been given
I'm gonna be driven as hell

I'm so close I can taste it
So I'm not gonna waste it
Yeah, there's a chip on my shoulder
You might wanna get one as well"

ok so lately I have been finding inspiration in the most random things.

The more and more I look around me I realize how blessed I really am. I was listening to this song and this is me. The passion I have can honestly be the biggest pain in my butt but in the end, it will bring me where I want to be.

I have realized something that I do A LOT! I constantly compare myself to certain people and I feel somewhat lesser of a human to them.. That's not true. I love myself. And that has taken such a long time for me to realize. And me looking up to these certain people is not "unhealthy".. it's a good thing. I feed off their passion. It fuels my own passion. . and My passion, is fueled from my hunger for success... I just want the people who I get my inspiration from to know that they're part of the reason I keep moving forward everyday.
My Mom<3
Austin Hull
Kelcee ToynE
Lisha Lynn Michele
Jaron Barney
Ana Lemke
Samantha Knuth
Brandon Hall
Laura McDermott
Sandra Kae Marquart
and Sarah Remerez... I just love Grey's Anatomy..
much love
-tk

Oh goodness

"After awhile you learn the difference between holding a hand, and falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something, and promises can be broken just as quickly as they're made, and sometimes.. Goodbyes really are forever"
I just stumbled upon this quote and it could not have come at a more perfect time.. Today has been a rough day needless to say. For some reason I just can't get her off my mind and I don't know how to fix that. Is that Goodbye REALLY forever? I mean, I don't understand what I have done, did, or doing..
I try to remain upbeat and positive but it just gets difficult. Fighting sucks.
College sucks! I am not even in yet and I am so stressed out about it.
What if I don't get into a school I want?
What if I don't get in ANYWHERE?
What if I do?
till next time.
-TK