Saturday, May 22, 2010

Stresses

So lately I have had some stress.. Some being an understatement actually. The number one thing I hate (well one of them) is when people say they're so stressed! blah blah blah! but like I have been really stressed.. for reasons of privacy I wouldn't want to disclose names and what not but lets just say I hate the fact that some guys get away with murder, and not a single person says anything to them.
I have been dating a lot lately, which has been fun. Getting back in touch with old friends, singing (like always), I decided not to participate on the CHS dance company next year and for the first time (and I regret to say this) I removed myself from a show... They casted me knowing all the conflicts I had in my busy schedule and within the first month of rehearsals I attended 3 out of 15 rehearsals! It became unfair to the cast, crew, and myself to continue with the show so I left.. :(
It become increasingly difficult to maintain a relationship with the adults in my life.. I feel like the people I have respected and looked up to for such a long time are all leaving me for selfish petty reasons and they don't understand that they're giving up on me not sending a message to the people in charge. I will always respect what they've done for me but not what they are doing TO me.
I love, live for, and admire my family and friends for all they do for me and I wouldn't give up on them ever.
Thanks for reading:)

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