It's okay

Sometimes life just sucks, ya know.
Lately I have wanted to feel loved. Loved in more than just a casual friend.
It's okay to feel this way especially when I am at an age where finding a woman to love and to love me is so important.
I am driven by emotions probably, 98% of the time. I am stubborn and rude but most of the time, I am understanding and kind. The person I choose to love needs to love me 100% of the times regardless of the faults I posses.
It's okay to feel ugly some days.
It's okay to want someone to love some days.
It's okay to be down some days.
It's okay to want to sleep all day, some days.
It's okay to be blue some days.
But what is not okay is when you let those "some days" turn into "every days."
Remember the friends you have, and the light and love you bring to those friends.
Don't loose who you are because of the emotion choosing to rule your day.
Be sad sometimes. IT'S OKAY!
But never loose who you are. I constantly have to remind myself
"people DO love me."
I love you.
till next time
-tay